resenting stepson ive raised since 1yo
09/18/2011 at 06:06 AM

My stepson is 3 and a half and he has lived w me
and his dad since age 1. His bio mom never really
bonded w him and abandoned him as soon as her and
his dad split (he was only w her for the baby) and i
am the only mom he knows. He doesnt see bio mom
or know she is his mom at this point. And i have
defended our situation for yrs saying that despite
biology im his mom. I have raised him as a SAHM
and been there thru everything But now i am 5mo
pregnant and i find myself resenting stepson soo
much i feel like this sacredness of my 1st baby is
tainted bc dh did this with another woman. I feel
like we are splitting down the middle, dh and his kid
and me and my baby. Im the one who fought so
hard for stepson to live w us and now i just want
him gone. He is a good kid and doesnt deserve this i
just dont know how to deal anymore. I thought i
loved him like my own but now i realize what i didnt
have w stepson and all the bonding we missed and
what a difference it is.