My husband and I have been madly in love for 2 years before getting married. Then we got married and started living with his parents. We still were in love during the firest year of marriage.
Now 3 years have passed since we got married. We have a 2-year old daughter. During these 3 years of my marriage, his parents were the ONLY reason we ever argued. (We had NEVER argued before). Step by step, we started arguing more (again because of his parents).
We consider moving out, but don't have enough money yet.
Now we are very distant. We haven't kissed for weeks, months maybe. I don't feel attracted towards him any more, and I feel he feels the same. We argue every day, and the reasons aren't always his parents already. It seems we are getting used to arguing with each other. We say I Love you, only to try to keep the fire going. But I'm more than sure that the fire has gone.
I know we need to move out asap, to save our once perfect relationship and love, but it's not possible at the moment. And the days, weeks and months go by, we get more distant day by day, and I'm at a loss.
We live in a country where there is no family counceling centers, so we don't go counceling.
I want my happiness back, I want our love back... I want him to love me the way he did before we got married. I want to love him the way I did before we got married. Moving in with his parents was the biggest mistake in my life. I don't know what to do. Our love passes in front of my eyes, and I can't do anything about it. I WANT TO LOVE HIM AGAIN AND BE LOVED BY HIM AGAIN. Please help me somehow. Any comment would be highly appreciated.